Let me sleep!

I don't know what is wrong with me lately but I can't keep my eyes open. I wake up, I'm fine. I go to work, I'm exhausted. I go home, I'm okay until about 8:30 or so and after that I feel like a zombie. Ugh. *yawns* At least David is here to go get me coffee... and I'm going for Sushi later with Barton! I think I have plans with BB later, too... My day is bound to get a little more energetic.

You know, I've never been particularly good at maintaining these things. Jenny can attest to that. I'm never really sure what everyone wants to hear about and I have a hard time spilling my thoughts to something that doesn't provide me immediate feedback. I've never been one to keep a journal or a diary. I think this will get easier when things start to happen. I can imagine posting the first pictures of my new life. Pictures of the boys fishing in the Eagle River this summer, the water high from the snow melt... or Mike sledding with Ian down the hill behind my aunt's house next winter. I can see clearly in my mind my sister's dog, Fiona, knocking Ian over in the snow and licking his cold-flushed cheeks until he, in frustration, cries to be let up. They are all snapshots in my mind of the life I'll be living. Things that, to me, are already a given. I think that posting will get easier. *frowns* I hope posting will get easier. There are some people that I really don't want to lose touch with.

...and so it begins

I gave my notice today. Four weeks from now I will be moving to a place so beautiful it is difficult for me to express. I'm going to miss my friends, my loves, so very much... but not this place. Not this desert. I'm flooded with so many emotions. Joy and heartbreak should never come in the same instant.

I can't wait to be there.

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