I feel so lucky. I live in a beautiful place where I feel peace every time I look out a window. I have wonderful children who are smart, engaging and well behaved and each, in his own way, inspires awe in me. I am married to a man that loves me more truly than I thought possible, who adores my every flaw and laughs at everything about me that would make lesser mortals claw their eyeballs out in aggravation. I feel like I live every day in grace. How did this happen?